Scaredddd + nervous = ????

I have both feelings now...And I can't help it the butterflies swimming around in my stomach (T_T)

if  u scan my stomach now u guys definitely find those butterflies swimming freely around (T_T)

The date is getting near and the more I feel nervous huhu..Mr.H asked me to calm down but  I just can't do that...calm is out of my system..I'm having a nervous breakdown

Friends or whoever read this...please pray for me!!! I need lots of ur prayers so dat I can face that date easily *can't tell u now* but soon....if I pass then I will tell huhu.....Ya Allah ya Rabbi...plz grant my wish ya Allah..hanya dgnMu aku berserah...amin...

xoxo