Should I do this now??

backache argghh..

What I really need now is a good rest on comfy bed..but the mattress at home sweet home not so comfy anymore huhu (T_T) *tulah padahnya nak jimat n bought the cheap stuff ttssskkk* The back pain is killing me...so suggestion other than been sad and cry is to buy new mattress...talk to hubby about this n he agrees to buy the new one!! Yesterday, with my ballooning tummy n friend in mission *TQ to anim sudi teman* we went to several shops in Sg.Besar to check out the price n quality n made comparison...I read it somewhere that the good quality mattress is important in ur life coz as human being we spent 1/3 of our daily life sleeping..so good quality n comfy mattress is very important so dat u will get a good night rest n wake up in the morning feeling fresh n ready to face the world...My mom suggested me Vono coz she's using one now n no complaint but I search high n low for that brand around K.Sgor, Tg.Karang, Sekinchan, Sg.Besar but nothing to my liking (T_T) if ada pon model yg xbrp best to me...so there are few options that I can choose from other brands..my budget is not more than 1k but I need the mattress plush top+pocket spring+more than 10'' coz that sounds nice on my back bones..nak best2 tp less than 1k boleh gitu??? I'll have lunch date with mr.h this afternoon in Sg.Besar n after dat I'll show to him all the mattress yg I dah cekidaut yesterday...see if he approves then terus purchase kot...xnak tunggu2 dah sbb I need my BEAUTY SLEEP ASAP...Like tonight!!! Finger cross hubby ckp Yes then blh suh tokey kedai deliver kat rumah terus...amin..

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Update on Mummy and Baby A

Salam...this week marks 29weeks of my pregnancy..How time flies when we are not ready to face it...seriously I'm so not ready to face another contraction huhu...sakitttt...Another 2 weeks I'll meet my O&G n d doc will examine me so dat I know how I'm going to deliver my baby..either normal or another csect huhu..if csect then I boleh pilih date bila hehehe..how cool is dat rite tp when think back after the csect...I'm so scaredddd..sakit kot..I can still feel d pain after d bius no longer worked during ammar huhu....membongkok2 nak g toilet, rasa cam nak merampas nyawa(T_T)..What to do, the sake of baby, mummy do anything!! I sll berangan kan best if kaum lelaki yg rasa sakit contraction seme pindah kat dorg n kaum wanita ni tlg deliver jek hehehe...not in million years...tp hubby sll pesan ganjaran yg dpt drpd mengandungkan n melahirkan anak tuh..yelah papa...lately mummy sll sakit pinggang nak2 time pagi2 nak naik tangga kat KKSB ni..mencabar sungguh..sll semput huhu...every night papa n abg ammar will help massage mummy..well papa je abg ammar sll picit dua tiga das then sambung main tab ;p n now mummy xsabar nak beli brgn baby tp papa ckp tggu bulan disember sbb nak selongkar brg2 abg ammar dl tgk mana yg baby A blh pakai lagi then baru beli yg baru..jgn membazir papa ckp...baiklah papa!!! tp make sure sempat beli sblm baby A pop out...sian baby A, xkan seme nak pakai preloved abg Ammar...nanti2 kalau dah besar dia dpt tau, mesti kecik hati feel unwelcomed plak huhu(T_T) mummy plak yg sedih!! but seriously, byk brg ammar dl xsempat nak guna pun sbb beli byk sgt terlupa letak mana lol...hahaha...last week after mummy nyer checkup nephro kat HKL, mummy dpt MC of course n papa teman...papa even apply CRK semata2 nak teman mummy, I could no longer walk long distant..tau x, nak carik tpt parking kat HKL macam nak cari a straight guy kat gay club payahnyee...perumpaan xseswai tp camtulah kekdahnya..if dpt parking dlm HKL tu mummy rasa nak lompat2 buat chicken dance jek...so hard..so if i'm driving there alone, I had to park outside HKL near indian temple tu n then walk all d way, rasa2 dlm 2km jauhnya...just imagine me with balloning stomach terhegeh2 jln huhu...sll bila blk kaki akan membengkak...water retention doc ckp sbb tuh sll dpt MC..doc suh rest...but not last week sbb hubby drop me by the nephro then masa nak blk I just waited for him...macam ada driver...me likey+seronok!!! mcm tulah org ada masalah kesihatan ni..I had to sacrificed a lot..kadang2 rasa tension...why me??? but redha is the key...ini salah satu cara Allah nak hapuskan dosa...but Thank God during preggy baby A xde masalah yg major like diabetic or high blood pressure or low bp ke...seme normal except of my IGA nephro of course...blk dari checkup, fetch abg ammar then v all g Sogo naik LRT sbb abg ammar dah lama sebut nak naik train train...sian dia..gbr seme ada dlm tab papa, mummy xsempat nak sedut..later k!! kat Sogo sempatlah terbeli 2 pasang baju baby A sbb ada baby sale lol...kata nak tggu bulan disember hehee...mummy geram sgt so rembat 2, nasib naik LRT malas nak beli byk hehehe..abg ammar pon dpt baju jgk xpasal2 je..lol

And now mummy really addicted to drink chocolate milk brand Delite...sgt syurga if dpt minum...xsuka brand lain selain Delite..n dont know why...n susu Anmum bancuh pon dah kurang minum sbb dah muak..so I tukar ke susu coklat plak..yumyumm!!nak2 time sejuk2 kuar fridge...arghh..syurga!!Mummy harap baby A pun happy sbb dpt minum susu coklat tuh..n nanti lahir sebqagai bayi yg comel, tegap n cergas (^_^)...n last month masa wat prenatal checkup, time scan doc ckp baby A ni membesar dgn sihat, tumbesaran normal..not underweight, not overweight, air ketuban ok, pembesaran otak ok, kaki, tgn, jantung seme lengkap dah...jantina pon dah showed a little bit w/pon d doc still unsure sbb baby A still nak sorok...it's all doesnt matter coz as long as u healthy, mummy n papa happy (^_^)

Abg Ammar now sgt suka kiss my tummy n ckp kishh baby...seee..dia pon dah start sayang baby A..sometimes, rasa sgt bahagia when dia penat2 main2 toy then dtg dekat mummy n hug me n then kiss my tummy...he always do that....such heaven feeling!! Abg ammar will love u so much when u are born...nanti main sama2 ye..jgn gaduh2..love both of u..my Double A...muahhh

Nukilan ikhlas,

Mummy@4.14pm

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Pregnant women are hard to live with...???

I had a bad..i mean really bad mood swing these couple of weeks...and dont even know why??? I cried over everything..movies, cranky ammar etc tsktsk...n plus hubby really add more to my mood swing this morning he forgot to switch off the iron after use it *he depends on me so much in the ironing department* usually, I'm the one who will iron all of his work cloth but this morning, he had to iron his own shirt..... n let put it this way...thank God our house not burnt down!!! have to buy new iron tho...ptffff...(T_T)..man!!! I was nagging nonstop and he just well...buat xtau je like nothing happened..that add more to my mood swing today!!! thank u very much b....I xde mood langsung today n after diz ada meeting plak huhu....tabahlah hati


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QOUTE for TODAY

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Alhamdulillah

salam...

Alhamdulillah, rezeki di pagi hari...Ammar's babysitter gave us ketupat palas+rendang ayam kampung to kick start our morning!! Rasa macam hari raya*hey we still in raya mood dont we* 

No pix cos I'm too gelojoh to eat all dat ;p..so the google images it's all I have lol...it looks something like that...yummy!!

Alhamdulillah..rezeki

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Happy 3rd Anniversary

salam..

2nd September marks our 3rd anniversary!!...3rd anniversary with 1 kid n another one is on the way!! productive x??? hehehe...syukur alhamdulillah..tipulah kalau I ckp spjg marriage ni xde bertikam lidah+gaduh+sakit hati+annoy each other n whatnot..but it's our tradition yg v all xkan gaduh or not speak to each other more than 24hours...salah sorang akan lembut hati n mintak maaf..doesn't matter who did the mistakes ;p..hopefully, till the end..amin...

semoga kasih sayang bertaut hingga ke syurga...*cewahh* ;p

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backpain plz go away..

Hi peeps...I dah masuk minggu ke 24 diz week..how time flies so quick!! and biasalah...the backpain menyerang kembali (-_-)'...mmg sakit sgt!! sampai kadang2 nak tdo susah, baring susah, duduk berdiri sme x kenalah...camnilah nasib preggy mom nak buat camnekan...masa preggy Ammar dulu pun sama je but yg lainnye cuma this time, time kita mengaduh lenguh ada tangan kasar yg sudi tolong picit2kan *my hubby la tu* n sometimes once in a blue moon ada tangan kecik comel lote jgk tlg picit..abg ammar la sape lagi...n mulut comelnye xberenti tanya..*mimi akit? mimi akit?* yes he calls me mimi instead of mummy..still xlepas2 nak pronounce my name correctly..nasib badan (-___-)"..n dia jugak org paling sibuk if nampak I muntah2 time 1st trimester dulu..bila I masuk toilet nk muntah, dia pon ikut berlari sama dgn mulut asyik jerit, "papa, mimi akit..papa, mimi akit"...and dia jugak org 1st yg akan amik besen plastik yg hubby sediakan sbb I dah xlarat nak ulang ke toilet utk throw up..nampak I dah uwek uwek..terus gi amik besen plastik n akan gosok2 belakang badan mummy dia ni..mmg anak yg soleh!! hopefully sampai bila2 dia akan layan kami macam ni..amin..alhamdulillah now, no more morning sickness+xlarat+xboleh bau makanan or perfume or bau apa pun xboleh..dah kembali normal tapi tulah..dpt plak penyakit backpain..mmg dugaan (T_T)....doakan I berjaya tempuh semua ni before my due 241212..tata

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Salam Lebaran

Salam lebaran to all muslims out there...

I think it's not too late to wish you Selamat hari raya Aidilfitri *raya kan sebulan hehe*

I had a pleasant raya this time around esp this raya going to mark as my last raya with the only the 3 of us..next year lil'one will be around to celebrate raya with us..insya'allah...semoga dipermudahkan semua...

Raya pix will be updating soon *when I have time to upload ;p

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Salam Ramadhan

Salam Ramadhan to all muslims out there...alhamdulillah dpt merasa Ramadhan sekali lagi..n this year marks my 2nd Ramadhan with beloved hubby n my ammar after 2 years struggling tinggal berjauhan...alhamdulillah....bersahur pagi tadi adalah masakan mama due v all seme kat umah KL hehehe..sgt berselera dpt bersahur dgn nasi n lauk panas2. esp my fav ever ikan bilis goreng berlada...makan hari2 untuk bersahur pun xkan jemu!!! seriously...n i'm thinking to made my mum cook it for me in large scale so I can reheat every morning for sahur...I'll do it later...now the time around 1ish pm...so nothing much happen..n baby dlm perut pon ok lagi..mebi still kenyang sbb I bertambah 2kali makan this morning during sahur..one for mummy n one for baby hahaha...we'll be out berbuka puasa di luar today...my treat!! n we'll going to this place yg dah lama gilerrr xpergi..my pebret restaurant masa kecik dulu ni..Omar Khayyam...ever heard of it...the food so yummeh..I'll blog about it later...well..if I'm rajin enuff hehehe..

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan...semoga dpt keberkatan malam lailatulqadar nanti bersama2..insya'allah...n doakan I dpt khatam Quran b4 deliver baby nanti...bye..muahh

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I'm back..

Sorry for my absence this couple of years months..I have my own reason why I'm so LAZY to blog here...one of the MAIN REASON is....

 yup..I'm pregnant!!

rasa2 kawan kat FB n twitter dah tau pasal ni hahaha...ni sbb I malas sgt nak blog..I started to feel weird bulan 5 aritu sbb selalu muntah2 n perut cam ada gas je...tapi pening xde pon so I thought maybe sbb salah makan ke apa...One day b4 kena g kursus PPK kat JB, I went to klinik to get medicine n doc tu x tanye pon wether i'm preggy ke apa just dia bg ubat tahan muntah, tahan sakit n buang gas..dats all..dah mkn tu pun xjalan..so just imagine spjg duk kursus kat JB I'm feeling weird..asyik n muntah je, n xtahan bau yg strong eg: perfume, bau badan org, bau masakan n etc...pelik!! I never experienceed dat before...n I baru noticed yg I miss a mont of my period *I ni jenis org yg jarang catat bila period* haha gila pemalas..so main agak2 je...

My rumet time tuh ada jgk guess "eh,entah2 akak ni pregnant x' but being me, I xberapa nak amik pusing, xterlintas pun yg I akan preggy coz I'm not ready!!

But siapalah saya nak lawan ketentuan Allah...Disebabkan xpuas hati sbb dlm sebulan tu I asyik muntah2 je n feeling weird, maka terus gi Watson n beli pregnancy test kid..n tada.....two lines!!! Hubby la org yg paling happy...n me...I was shocked, not ready tsk tsk....if you guys know, with my condition IGA nephro ni, ada byk complication yg boleh jadi 2wards me n baby...I consulted my doc at HKL, n dia immediately ask me to stop taking d med I'm on since it will affect d baby...Ya Allah, I hope d baby is fine..lama jgk I mkn ubat ni time preggy sbb xtau yg I ni pregnant (T_T)..there's nothing d doc can do since I'm pregnant, just monitor me n baby...selang 2 mggu sekali, I lah pelawat tetap HKL di unit nephro tu..apa saja utk baby yg mummy syg ni...yg buat I sedih lagik, doc tu ckp yg dia xgalakkan I pregnant since my condition ni boleh membahayakan diri sendiri n anak pon boleh affect (T_T)...xpelah..maybe this is my last pregnancy n I nak buat yg sebaik mungkin..

hi..peace ya'll...I'm soon to be big brother yeay!!!

my ambition for d time being: nak khatam Quran...last khatam Quram masa peknenkan Ammar ;p

*my Ammar took d pic using my hp* Ammar mmg gila gadget, suka sgt main dgn camera n tab tp plg suka tangkap gambar org...not bad for 2yo rite!!

p/s - Please pray for my baby n me...selamatlah seme hendaknya...amin!!! btw..I'm in my 16w 4d..n my edd is Christmas eve 24/12/2012(insya'allah)

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Biopsy Thingy...

I should write it ages ago but I just couldnt get the time and psyche myself to write it...I been hospitalised for 3days to undergoing my biopsy months ago..You can check out on my previous post if you wanna know what is biopsy??? well, in theory yes, I know how they going to do it but actually, no one explain to me it's going to be deeply hurt me physically and emotionally (T_T)...anyway, I was scheduled to check in one day early so that they can monitor me..I warded at nephro ward second class due to 1st class ward yg penuh..tu pun, I ni consider lucky gak dpt katil huhu..mmg sgt ramai org warded here...on the 1st day tu they just monitor my blood pressure, check on my urine n took some blood for test thingy I guess..nothing much..i get to know lots of people n im d youngest among all hahaha..muda lagik dah byk penyakitkan (T_T)

this book keep me company thru out 3days here..

thats my lunch..tasteless huhu

thats me n my aunty yg sempat visit..tq makja!! time ni dah tukar uniform utk prepare ke operation room...nervous tp still senyum

my biopsy conducted by dr.cristopher (kalau xsilap nama)..it was a quick procedure, around 15 minutes done but the pain (T_T)...enough said, i cried...cengeng kan bak kata org jawa huhu..but really mmg sakit *sape cakap x sakit mmg tipu*..n after dat I have to lie down still, x boleh bergerak2 4 bout 6 hours utk avoid bleeding..yelah, kan biopsy ni procedure amik sikit sample tisu kidney so dah usik bhgn dalaman badan ni sbb tu x blh gerak n buat keje lasak2 takut bleeding huhu...time ni mmg ingat Allah je..berdoa semoga semua selamat...within these hours, my hubby stood by me well mebi not really stood *sbb dia tggu kat luar hehehe* tp dia mmg jaga n suap makan, minum..treat me like baby..

after 6 hours baru boleh gerak then I went to toilet to pee..oh lupa nak bgtau, ada 3 botol urine sample doctor nak...1st bottle tu pee yg 1st n setiap kali pee lagi kena masuk dlm botol sampai cukup 3 tuh...

after I dah siap gi toilet barulah hubby blk..masa tu around 10pm, hubby yg dtg dari pagi mmg berumah tangga kat cni tggu I...thanx b, 4 ur support!!

I met such a wonderful friends kat dlm ward..even seme dah pangkat makcik2 n some pangkat my nenek pun...I insaf masuk dlm ward ni sbb kita dpt tgk org yg ada pykt lebih dahsyat dari kita kat cni n I keep complaining bout mine (T_T)...ada yg kaki dah xde tp still happy bergurau senda macam xde apa2 yg berlaku...I dpt rasakan aura positif dlm diri masing2 w/pon some of them dah thp kronik...

 borak2 kosong di malam hari...masing2 xdpt nak tdo haha

esoknya, time doctor round ward pagi n ckp well, u blh dissmiss hari ni yeay\\(^_^)//....rasa nak lompat2..tp kena tggu tghari jgk baru kuar sbb nak uruskan seme procedure n all..I dpt MC seminggu, doc suh rest kat rumah, no lifting heavy object n no heavy exercising *never compain on dat definitely haha* for at least 2 weeks...n reschedule my appoinment another 3 weeks...

bye bye kawan2 ward nephro plus all the nurses yg melayan I dgn baik selama duk cni..jasamu akan dikenang...

my last breakfast yg x abis mkn pon huhu..xsedap

my last lunch..I mkn buah je, skip everything huhu..berlagak sbb nak blk dah kan hehehe

this makcik inspired me so much to be strong n redha dlm stp ketentuan Allah tsk tsk...(T_T)..

bye2 all...muah..

updated: my result is out...check here for more

P/s : I took some times to accept all this *dats why post ni dah berbulan hang kat inbox tp x publish*..now I redha dgn segala ketentuannya..Allah nak uji sebegini sbb Dia masih sayangkan sy n nak hapuskan dosa2 kecil sy yg lampau..amin....Aku redha Ya Allah!! I just wanna stay positive n keep strong...alhamdulillah I tau benda ni awal sbb masih boleh control dgn ubat..kalau tau let say 10 years from now might be my kidney dah rosak teruk time tuh...pray 4 me peeps...

Tomorrow is the Day

Ammar not feeling well n dat worried me...nak2 esok I dah start check in ke HKL (T_T)...belum start packing yet...later!! With ammar condition n the biopsy thingy..hubby will not send me tomorrow..I will drive and check in myself..being an independence all my life that should be fine!! dulu masa duk jauh dgn hubby pun I'll do everything all by myself even during preggy till sarat nak deliver pun I was driving alone KL to Bahau every week..what a memory!! Not all women out there can bear that but I survived..alhamdulillah..hope everything going to be smoothly..finger cross...pray for me everyone...

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What The Fish???

Yesterday we went to Tesco to buy some groceries utk top up apa yg dah abis kat rumah..well u know fresh milk,bread,onion n stuff like that but guess what I saw that catch my eyes..Being a concern consumer I always check label n the price b4 buying..

huh..apa yang dikatakan discount??? baik xpayah bagi discount kalau setakat 1cent jek..wtf

Happy weekend anyone!! 

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Sizzling Yee Mee minus the sizzling pan

Yup..you heard that right..I made yee mee last night since there is no restaurant/gerai that sell that stuff around my house..If ada pon non halal..so I surf internet and got the recipe..The best yee mee I tasted so far is at Jusco Maluri food court.yummy!! but my version was not bad - at least to mr.h tastebud hehehe..But seriously, made them was not that hard. It was simple and the ingredients not so hard to find...It simple as ABC..really...u should try it sometimes...

bahan bahan:

• yee mee
• 2 cawan air
• 2 ulas bawang putih
• 6 biji cendawan shitake (i used the fresh one)
• 1 keping dada ayam- potong mengikut citarasa
• 4 biji cili kering- potong 2
• 2 sudu besar sos tiram
• 3 sudu besar kicap cair
• 1/2 in halia- hiris nipi/tumbuk
• Serbuk lada hitam
• garam- secukup rasa
• 1/2 Kiub ayam
• 1 sudu besar tepung jagung- dibancuh dgn sedikit air
• sedikit minyak utk menumis(I used corn oil)
• vegetables -boleh guna apa2 je yg disukai :)

Steps:

1. Tumis bawang putih, cili kering dan halia sehingga naik baunya.
2.Masukkan ayam yg telah potong sehingga agak empuk.
3.Masukkan 2 cawan air
4.Masukkan pula sos tiram, kicap cair dan masukkan pula serbuk lada hitam. Biarkan mendidih.
5.masukkan cendawan serta sayur2 lain- tunggu 2-3 min.
6.Masukkan campuran tepung jagung dan kacau.
7. Agak2 ah pekat bleh la hidang panas2,, yummy..

 I'm using wok instead of sizzling pan sbb I carik x jumpa kat kedai hehhehe

sizzling yee mee in wok



selamat mencuba




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